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amanda.lam
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benjamin
boonli
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catharine
choon
darren
darryl
debbie.cous`
elynn
esther
estelle
felyanne
frances
geraldine.cous`
irene
jacob.saint`
jamie
jillian
joan
joee.cous`
joycelyn
katharine
kevin
liwen
marissa
mark
matthew
melissa
mendy
mitsuye
nianwhye
nicholas
sam
sandra
serene
shemin
siank
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steph.yan
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Tuesday, September 23, 2003
im sucha a slow person.studied but cant seem to get stuff in my block of wood head?argh.kinda pissed at myself.got work n org assignment back.got a high credit.well it states credit but comment was dat.prob the only gd thing that happen.and now i have to study.teachers say understand it.dun memorise.i dunno.cant seem to sink it in my head.all i can think of is going back to spore.on sat.talking to siuyuin nw and really looking fwd to spore.hehe.relax at last.well time to mug.i really hafta study..pweese...sigh.i pray and i pray*.wish mi luck for exam on mon and tues.thanks*
Thursday, September 18, 2003
i went shopping!!again.hahz but it was for a gd cause.heek.like shopped for pple on my list.felt gd buying many things.thou none was for me.bought for my two kewt cousins.the two smallest one that went to the airport.hehe sigh 10more days to exams and i haven started studying?right.future looks really bright for me huh.sigh.thot of exam dampens my mood.but den again.going back makes mi smile.haha.i finish ohs2 like completed it.so it means i have no sch on wed and thurs next week.yay.zzz in and more time to study.dun hafta drive too.hahz.tired as usual.ciao pple.o darren if ya reading this,be sure to update ya episode k.hehe im reading it.cya*
Tuesday, September 16, 2003
hmm went shopping for gifts..more gifts.bought quite a number but still need to buy more.hehe -grinz*- well had work n org and janine gave hints on wad to study.for exams.which is gd.hmm.dun have to study so much.tmr gonna help dad do carpet cleaning and mug all day.time to mug man.and i saw this real nice pink faced metal watch from swatch.$135.might go to spore to buy.but den again i need to buy so many things.im making a list of wad to buy.hahz and i bought delta goodrem cd todae.worth it.gd..hahz buy it if ur thinking of buying it k.ta*miss ya all.just wanna say i miss all of u and i treasure u all.in case i nv told u.im telling u all nw.hugz*ya all made a difference in my life.thanks!
Sunday, September 14, 2003
went to church today.den went to victor to walk ard.at the country market.but there wasnt alot of stalls.kinda disappointting.den we walked the shops looking out for nice stuff.to buy as gifts.and we drove to the supermarket to buy stuff.groceries.came home washed the car.vacuum and scrubed the grim off.eww.but its sparkling clean now*hmm nothing much today.i just recalled i had a weird dream sum time this week.i was like in a mountain?den like alot of pple were looking for this 4element thing.wind.water.earth.fire.yea it was a place they said was -inner.peace- or smth.dunno.and i happened to stumbled across it or smth.its like down a cliff and underground.den it was really kewl.it happened to be the element water.and it was so cool and felt inner peace in me.weird.like a few pple were there.then sum person told mi onli those not seeking it will seek it.den i stayed on and walked ard and it chnged to fire.a sudden warmth feeled mi up inside.nice.and then dunno how i flew up..flew..to the cliff top.and the alarm clock rang.sheesh.it seemed real u noe.o well.lessons tmr.marketing.report due.scared.
Saturday, September 13, 2003
hmm tired.did painting of the two guestrooms todae.totally tired.i had to do the top and bottom plus the sides of door n window blah.felt like i was doing work out or smth.up n down.hmm anw this week was kinda slack cuz i finish all the hw.hahz yay.and so early dismissals and stuff.but next week.mugging time.hmm after tcher revise thru den i m=hafta study.omg.after so long.like since olevels.i haven like wrecked my brain or smth.sheesh.yea and im planning wad stuff to buy back..mum is lke buy this for mi.buy that.and i only have like 20kg max?but shes gonna ask for excess baggage.ok dokes.miss ya siuyuin!hahz
Sunday, September 07, 2003
Your heart is broken. You were in love and somehow
or someway, it became lost to you and you have
never fully recovered. You yearn for someones
gentle kiss but know not where to find it and
are afraid of being hurt again. Have faith
little lost one, if you let it, love will
flourish for you again.
What is Your Hearts True Desire?
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My inner child is sixteen years old!
Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.
How Old is Your Inner Child?
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at least im normal..hmm
i know its long.but read it yea.it chng my idea of complaining on my life.got it thru email.
You find life make things difficult for you,
work sucks, life sucks, everything seems to
go wrong...
Read the following story... it may change
your views about life:
After a conversation with one of my friends,
he told me despite taking 2 jobs, he brings back
barely above 1K per month, he is happy as he is.
I wonder how he can be as happy as he is
considering he has to skimp his life with
the low pay to support a pair of old parents,
in-laws, a wife, 2 daughters and the
many bills of a household.
He explained that it was through one
incident that he saw in India...
that happened a few years ago
when he was really feeling low
and touring India after a major setback.
He said that right in front of his very eyes,
he saw an Indian mother chop off her child's
right hand with a chopper. The helplessness in the
mother's eyes, the scream of pain from the innocent
4-year-old child haunted him until today.
You may ask why did the mother do so;
had the child been naughty,
had the child's hand been infected??
No, it was done for two simple words - - - TO
BEG!
The desperate mother deliberately caused the
child to be handicapped so that the child could go
out to the streets to beg.
Taken aback by the scene, he dropped a
piece of bread he was eating half-way.
And almost instantly, a flock of 5 or 6
children swamped towards this small
piece of bread which was covered with sand,
robbing bits from one another.
The natural reaction of hunger.
Stricken by the happenings, he instructed his
guide to drive him to the nearest bakery. He
rrived at two bakeries and bought every single loaf of
bread he found in the bakeries. The owner was
dumbfounded but willingly sold everything. He spent
less than $100 to obtain about 400 loaves of bread (this
is less than $0.25 per loaf) and spent another $100 to
get daily necessities.
Off he went in the truck full of bread into the streets.
As he distributed the bread and necessities
to the children (mostly handicapped) and a few
adults, he received cheers and bows from these
unfortunate. For the first time in his life he wondered
how people can give up their dignity for
a loaf of bread which cost less than $0.25.
He began to tell himself how fortunate he is.
How fortunate he is to be able to have a
complete body, have a job, have a family,
have the chance to complain what food is nice
and what isn't nice, have the chance to be
clothed, have the many things that these people
in front of him are deprived of...
Now I begin to think and feel it, too!
Was my life really that bad?
Perhaps... no, I should not feel bad at all...
What about you? Maybe the next time you think
you are, think about the child who lost one hand to
beg on the streets.
"Contentment is not the fulfillment of what
you want, it is the realization of how much you
already have."
When the door of happiness closes, another
opens, but often times we look so long at the closed
door that we don't see the one which has been
opened for us.
It's true that we don't know what we've got
until we lose it,
but it's also true that we don't know what
we've been missing until it arrives.
The happiest of people don't necessarily
have the best of everything; they just make
the most of everything that comes along their way.
The brightest future will always be based on
a forgotten past, you can't go on well in life until
you let go of your past failures and heartaches.
You find life make things difficult for you,
work sucks, life sucks, everything seems to
go wrong...
Read the following story... it may change
your views about life:
After a conversation with one of my friends,
he told me despite taking 2 jobs, he brings back
barely above 1K per month, he is happy as he is.
I wonder how he can be as happy as he is
considering he has to skimp his life with
the low pay to support a pair of old parents,
in-laws, a wife, 2 daughters and the
many bills of a household.
He explained that it was through one
incident that he saw in India...
that happened a few years ago
when he was really feeling low
and touring India after a major setback.
He said that right in front of his very eyes,
he saw an Indian mother chop off her child's
right hand with a chopper. The helplessness in the
mother's eyes, the scream of pain from the innocent
4-year-old child haunted him until today.
You may ask why did the mother do so;
had the child been naughty,
had the child's hand been infected??
No, it was done for two simple words - - - TO
BEG!
The desperate mother deliberately caused the
child to be handicapped so that the child could go
out to the streets to beg.
Taken aback by the scene, he dropped a
piece of bread he was eating half-way.
And almost instantly, a flock of 5 or 6
children swamped towards this small
piece of bread which was covered with sand,
robbing bits from one another.
The natural reaction of hunger.
Stricken by the happenings, he instructed his
guide to drive him to the nearest bakery. He
rrived at two bakeries and bought every single loaf of
bread he found in the bakeries. The owner was
dumbfounded but willingly sold everything. He spent
less than $100 to obtain about 400 loaves of bread (this
is less than $0.25 per loaf) and spent another $100 to
get daily necessities.
Off he went in the truck full of bread into the streets.
As he distributed the bread and necessities
to the children (mostly handicapped) and a few
adults, he received cheers and bows from these
unfortunate. For the first time in his life he wondered
how people can give up their dignity for
a loaf of bread which cost less than $0.25.
He began to tell himself how fortunate he is.
How fortunate he is to be able to have a
complete body, have a job, have a family,
have the chance to complain what food is nice
and what isn't nice, have the chance to be
clothed, have the many things that these people
in front of him are deprived of...
Now I begin to think and feel it, too!
Was my life really that bad?
Perhaps... no, I should not feel bad at all...
What about you? Maybe the next time you think
you are, think about the child who lost one hand to
beg on the streets.
"Contentment is not the fulfillment of what
you want, it is the realization of how much you
already have."
When the door of happiness closes, another
opens, but often times we look so long at the closed
door that we don't see the one which has been
opened for us.
It's true that we don't know what we've got
until we lose it,
but it's also true that we don't know what
we've been missing until it arrives.
The happiest of people don't necessarily
have the best of everything; they just make
the most of everything that comes along their way.
The brightest future will always be based on
a forgotten past, you can't go on well in life until
you let go of your past failures and heartaches.
Devious. You lie! But we can never catch you at
it. Dammit.
What Weird Quote Are You?
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haha..kewl
Friday, September 05, 2003
so screwed.i dunno y the three pics are not up.its nice i tink.bu then again.nutink has been going right for mi.i got nag and lectured for the whole of ydae by dad and i waasnt really concerntrating when i drove at the roundabout.suppose to brake but i kept accelerating till almost hit the lampost.den my dad lectured again and i was still with that dead monotone face.didnt noe wad to do.say.or think.so yea.i just came shut the whole journey.anw didnt go to the royal adelaide show.dun tok abt it.really made my week like seem so terrible.and im not talking to mum since we have nutink to talk abt in common.im just gonna be a slave.wadever my parents say.im just gonna do.after working my guts out till im so tired.back aching.not enuff zzz.and working like im a house elf.yea.my dad told my grandma.we r lazy.FINe*i dun wanna argue.if he wans to sae that.so be it.such a screwed up life.think i creid the most in one days since i grew up.a record.soo wad.argh.well at least we finish our report ydae.the writen one.todae doing our slides.mon is the presentation.found out that written is act due on the 15.not the 8th.ok dats gd but at least we finished it and can rest.no i cant rest.im lazy rem.humph.sorry to dampen the moods of you reading this.but i had to let it out.ta*
kevin:hey cousin,if ya reading this. HapPy 18th BdAE!sorry for late wishes but life is screwed at the moment for mi.18 is legal age for drinking.
hehe but den again sum pple do drink even before that..
kevin:hey cousin,if ya reading this. HapPy 18th BdAE!sorry for late wishes but life is screwed at the moment for mi.18 is legal age for drinking.
hehe but den again sum pple do drink even before that..