always.

Saturday, February 28, 2004

hey siankia ya wish is my command.hehe.

Thursday, February 26, 2004

back home.im so tired.feel so drained.argh.problems.so many.bleahz.id card is expiring on sat.haha and i cant make a new one till i get my fees paid.bloddsucker sch.as thou my 4000++ sch fees for only three subs!! ahem.will run away or smth.damnit.law is soooo tough.only two pple pass last sem and the marks r like 51 n 54???gawd.and i was aiming for a credit noe.and richard(the lecturer) said that P1 n P2 are fairly gd grades in the uni.omg.i hope ii can can credit for my three subs this sem.if not the cert looks soo dang.sigh.y must we have an education.smth i think like u noe wadever i study nw i can rem during exams cuz we haf to?but wad if i dunno how to apply it in the real world next time.gonna so screw the company i work in.as if pple will hire me.haha.new links.ryan and tiara from sch*really nice n funny pple.tc

haven blog in awhile.dunno wad to blog.dyed my hair already.haha its brown alright.first time diy successful?but it better be.dyed it for 4h++.haha and my hair looks healthy nw.with the split ends cut off.not dead-looking.gosh sch is tough man.in the com lab now and im typing so slowly cuz like theres a class going on.how weird.newaes had statistics n bis already.statistics is like boring.tcher has a big tummy.haha.buts hes smart.teaches alot of subs.bis is boring too.amybe its just me but its all abt computers and rem being com idiot me,as if that wasnt enuff.i had stitches the whole lessons so i cldnt concentrate.going to the grocery shopping later.hmm no lesson tmr.yay.no lesson every alternate weeks.but my timetable is so screwed.all my lessons start from 3.20-5+ from mon to wed and thurs is 8.40-5.10 but inbtw no lesson from 11-2.sigh.cuming to sch at these times makes one zzz.o and introduction to law?only 2 people passed last semster?gawd.well alot of new students this sem.like alot alot alot alot.seems like the continuing students have been dominated by the new students.hardly see any familiar faces ard.zzz at 1+ last night.was watching harry potter and the sorcerers stone.hehe bored.found the vcd collection so ive been watching vcds the past few days.and siankia i hope u feel better.lots of people are there for u.ya not alone.remember that k?tc of yaself.hugz*

Friday, February 20, 2004

la dee da.i dunno wad to blog.my life is sooo boring.haha sent off many stuff..hmm came back from cleaning.today moring brought the puppies to the vet for their vacination.yea max and milo kept whining the moment we got in the car.i tink they were afraid.well going back in another 4weeks time.sch is starting next week.one part of me wants it to start and the other doesnt.i guess going to sch makes time pass faster?but den the stress factor comes in then.went to book a appointment today for a haircut on mon.needa layer my hair.so thick.gawd.den tues dye it.haha.but i tink my hair is soo dead.like limp.gosh need to revive it or smth.yea den wed sch starts.three more subs.have to pass it.intro to law.statistical analysis in biz.business information system.gosh just sounds so interesting.sigh*.toodles

Tuesday, February 17, 2004

hmm i made my button bracelet finally!haha all black.pretty kewl.at least my hols r not wasted.i ate icecream so many times today.had a bbq ydae.and i pigged out soo much man.well nutink much.sch starting next week.been on the net looking for blogskins.think i shld chng my skin anyone?leave a comment in my tag k.got miss heng n all val day presssie ydae.so kewt!!lourve the bear n the kungfu fighting cow by rudith.hehe thanks guys made such a great impact on my slacking hols.hugz.

Saturday, February 14, 2004

oooo this is the song in meteor garden 2 which i love so much.just stuck in my head.la di da.

All By Myself
by Air Supply

When I was young
I never needed anyone
And making love was just for fun
Those days are gone

Livin' alone
I think of all the friends I've known
But when I dial the telephone
Nobody's home

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore
All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore
Hard to be sure
Sometimes I feel so insecure
And love's so distant and obscure
Remains the cure

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore
All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore

When I was young
I never needed anyone
And making love was just for fun
Those days are gone

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore
All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore

its val day!!happy val day to all my friends celebrating with their special someone today k?chocs,cakes,roses..hehe.val day.reminds me of ij.i cant help it.i mean 5yrs of val day in ij.ha it was always with besties girlfrens.going to sch and seeing my desk with unique gifts on it.going to pple and saying happy val day to em.ha.well but everyone has their diff path now.spending it with their special someone.newaes today was 43deg.can u imagine it?30plus in spore is total torture but it was 43 here.well i woke up at 12.haha my latest so far and bake brownies.marshmallow brownies.on my first attempt of baking brownies i have to say it is soooo successful??haha its so moist and nice!!haha yay.v proud of myself.wad else have i achieved this hols?erm nutink much cept finished watching meteor garden 2.haha i like some songs that they play in the show but dunno the title.gosh.im so hot now.with the fan on still hot.sigh.well on this lovely val day such end with something i got from jillian blog which i think is sooo true.haha.love ya all.schmuakz.

THE HONEST TRUTH................. ABOUT MEN....

1. The nice men are ugly.

2. The handsome men are not nice.

3. The handsome and nice men are gay.

4. The handsome, nice, and heterosexual men are married.

5. The men who are not so handsome, but are nice men, have no money.

6. The men who are not so handsome, but are nice men with money think
we are only after their money.

7. The handsome men without money are after our money.

8. The handsome men, who are not so nice and somewhat heterosexual,
don't think we are beautiful enough.

9. The men who think we are beautiful, that are heterosexual, somewhat
nice and have no money, are cowards.

10. The men who are somewhat handsome, somewhat nice and have money
and thank God are straight, are shy and NEVER MAKE THE FIRST
MOVE!!!

11. The men who never make the first move, automatically lose interest
in us when we take the initiative.

Wednesday, February 11, 2004

holidays are boring but going to sch is tiring.how contradicting i am.i have to enjoy life.ever since i had the dream of how i died?like literally dead i realise ive been taking everyone and thing for granted.the dream was so weird.i was sliced into half by by econs tcher.dun ask me y.i sorta pissed him off?yea and i got transpported to ij.i have no idea y again.den i was at my funeral.everyone was crying and sobbing so hard.i was there.i tried taling to everyone of you but u all cldnt hear or see me.i felt so depressed.i was dead.like dat.without telling how much u all mean to me.without gaining life experiences.when i woke up from my dream i was so happy i was alive..so ---What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt?-- im not waiting for that moment so i just wanna say i miss all of u peeps..big time.

Friday, February 06, 2004

erm second day of my hols and been waking up late everyday.like 11plus?the feeling of snuggling in bed isjust so gd.i noe im a pig.well but i atoned for being a pig when i woke up.ate just cornflakes w milk which is soooo yummy.then headed to the barn to moved stuff from the stables into the boxes area.gross.im not a guniang or smth but just imagine all hot and sweaty?in the no ventilation stable on a 35deg celcius day moving stuff.with webs and spiders everyday.dust.continuous sneezing.i tink u ged the picture.well yea den we went to the library to return books and i borrowed some books on dog training and stuff.and i have to say second hand shops r really good?cuz u can find really great stuff there.not only do u buy affordable yet within my budget stuff, its also doing charity work.how gd is dat?well i bought three pairs of earrings.and ive cleaned em.a beanie.pullover for winter.a necklace dat im gonna wear as a bracelet.yea and it cost v cheap too.but my fav is the dollar pair of earrings which r sooo nice.small but classy.has a diamond in thhe middle.and its BLACK.my fav colour.i just realise my clothes r all black white or pink.but i tink black is just so nice.but its abit hard to look for the top that i want cuz my drawers are all black.but nvm.right its sat tmr and im going cleaning tmr.scrubing at the childcare.getting muscles again from moving stuff.and sun..dunno wad im gonna do but results on tues.ugh.hate that feeling.pls hope i dun flunk any at all.sigh.read amelia's blog and wad she said was true.turning 19 this yr and 20 the next.the big 20!it will just seem so old.i still can imagine my geek self in ij pri and next being all grownup and in the society?need some adjusting to do i tink.well time is passing fast.jan is gone.and when sch starts its almost end of feb for me.well just wanna be in spore?but when will it be.who knows?

Thursday, February 05, 2004

im doing quizzes cuz waiting for pics of puppies to upload.check it out at the side. -puppies!-

Slippers- happy, sweet, and adorable, you are well
loved by everyone. People cannot help but like
you. You love to be surrounded by people that
love you, who- in your case- is anyone.

What Kind of Shoe Are You?
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Lonliness dominates you. You can hide it well, but
its there, and your friends can see it. You
constantly feel alone, and need to do things to
fill your time. Your afraid to tell people
this, but sooner or later it gets out in a bad
way, and you think you screwed up everything.
And when you are in love is when you are sad
the most.

What Emotion Dominates you?
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i have to say there is some sense in this..

You're Skittles!!! You have a very interesting
personality, you're so unique. You're the kind
of person who always thinks outside of the box.
You're also a very accepting individual, and
believe in inner beauty.

Which kind of candy are you?
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Wednesday, February 04, 2004

haven blog for awhile.lemme see im quite happy cuz theres a number of things happening now..haha..

things to be happy about:
1.puppies!!mum got us two puppies!red heelers.
2.got my new converse sneakers!!v comfy n nice.hehe
3.exams r over!!yes over!!accts.com n media.econs.
4.hols start today!!three weeks!!

la di da..the puppies r so kewt.have to see if i can load em up.hehe so lazy.tired.
well something from the bulletin in church.kinda meaningful i tot?

what is a friend?

a friend is a person with whom you can dare to be yourself.

so often we put on a mask or an outer shell and say: "love this, but you can see-the one i present to you, the one i am making myself to be."Not so true a friend.

the firend asks only that you be yourself. Dont't put on a front. Don't wear a mask. Just be your true self.

You don't have to be on yor guard; you can say what you think, all the tensions, and even contradictions, which make up my nature, which, at times, lead others to misjudge me-all these, a friend understands and accepts.

we all have vanities and envies, mean nesses and absurdities, likes, dislikes and even hatreds. With a friend these are dissolved by loyalty. The friend knows how to separate the chaff from the wheat and allows the chaff to blow away in the wind but to keep the wheat.

Best of all, we can still be with a friend, silence is acceptable. To a friend, it is not what i am doing-it is who i am. You can laugh with a friend, weep with a friend, joke with a friend, pray with a friend.

Because, a true friend truly loves you.

tada* all done.many pple are flying overseas.jamie is in melbourne.haroon is going to pakistan,sky is going to msia.me?in adellaide,australia.ha.at least i can watch vcds all day.haha.well read fleas blog and she was talking about the ij uniform.i tinnk having a uniform is the best cuz u dun have to fret over wad to wear.and i found my pinafore that day in the box n put it over and it brought back so many memories.changing for pe.beltless when sitting in the gym for mass.playing with ends when im bored.ha.really miss ij.